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hahaha....xcayer rsenyer aq mnitiskn airmata hnya kerana seorg mamat senget nie...act,aq dh thn airmata aq dripd jtuh tp xleyh..enth knp,aq pown xthu...btw,aq nk lpekn dy dri hdop aq..tp aq gagal..smkin aq lpekn dy smakin kuat rse syg aq pd dy...argh!!!knp hrus aq syg pd dy??knp???although aq thu dy hnya syg pda ex dy..tp knp aty aq msih sygkn dy???n soaln terbesar aq "KENAPA AQ MESTI MENGENALI DY??"knp msti dy???knp xorg laen...dy memg ar xjhat tp kdg2 tu aq rse skit jew aty aq jka aq tringtkn dy...aty aq rse trlalu skit krna truz mnyygi si dy...tp aq xleyh nk hlangkn perasaan nie..n da truth aq rse nk buang jew aty aq nie...serabut glew....memg bez mnyygi sseorg..tp skunk aq nk tny kowg,bez kew mnyygi sseorg yg xmnyygi ktew??sdah psti ar xbez kan???urm,yezz dat the answer for me...it only make me sad n my heart's hurt n pain...tp seldom dy owezz gak wat aq epy...tu pown kdg2 jew..urm aq bkn mnyesal dgn prknln ktowg tp entah ar...aq pown xphm ar ngn aty aq nie...lau prknln ni xwat aq syg kat dy,xpe gak....tp skunk aq dh terlnjur syg kat dy..mnyygi dy plak mcm brtpuk sblah tgn...mcm aq sowg jew yg syg kat dy...aq bkn jtuh cnta kat dy tp....aq pown xthu!!!!nie smua mmbuatkn aq rsew sdih,kcewa,bnci,sket aty n mcm2 ar...kdg2 tu mnyesal pown ade...tp ape dyaku..aq hnya seorg hmba yg xleyh mnyalahkn takdir...takdir yg..."aq smemgnya dh mngenali si dia n amt mnyygi dy"...mybe ad hikmah dsbalik smua nie tp aq pown xthu pew hikmahnya...hahahha..but ksannya ialah aq xde mud nk mnjlnkn rutin2 hrian aq..ary2 kpala aq mkir sal dy...tp knp aq mesti aq mikirkn sal dy, YA ALLAH....KNP???KNP MESTI DY??spew mamat senget yg aq syg cgt tu???msti kowg nk thu kan???tp sowei aq xleyh bgthu ar...biarlah mnjd rahsia antara aq,dy n aty kami!!xpe ar stakat tu jew ar aq berBLOG ary nie...my ibu dh pnggil aar..hahaah...bye,abrakadabra..palinpotter nk undur dri lu..tata >_< <3 u all...except him....but is dat right??hahahha..mampoz aq syg dy kew x..itu smua xpnting..pew yg pnting...aq nk cau skunk...ibu dh bebel ar...